If I told you that I love you

She is all that I talk to in my thoughts

But when I see her , i can’t think

I see her all day in my thoughts

But when I see her, I can’t blink

I saw her and that’s all I can remember about that day

I saw her and She brought the colors in a world full of gray

And now my eyes wont shut if they havent seen her

And if it’s not about her, I won’t speak either

and then? then she smiled and my fire grew

now all I can think about is “what if I told you that I love you”

I am scared if she’ll say no

or I am scared if she’ll say “bro”

I am not perfect.
I smoke, I drink and I am brute and that’s all I do

I won’t change for anybody.
But for her? I can leave being all that too

she made me feel love when I knew I wont fall

she made me feel high without alcohol

she made me feel lost when I knew i wasnt a looser

in a crowd full of disasters, I solemnly choose her

and then? then she laughed and butterflies flew

now all I can think about is “what if I told you that I love you”


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More Than Just Quotes, Thoughts and Smokes

“I did it” is the one thing not most of us are ever able to say

but we want to, it is reflected on our Facebook profiles everyday

we think what we want to and share quotes that we relate to

and how can we not? it’s only innate to

but today i want to be more than just quotes, thoughts and smokes,

today i want to act

I can listen to the hand of the clock as it strokes,

i wish to make a pact

a pact with myself , a pact with the stars,

a pact with the sea and a pact with the shore

that i am done sharing, i am done thinking,

i am going to be more

more than just quotes, thoughts and smokes


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A Hurricane would destroy the whole world in order to keep its eye safe. 

We are all hurricanes trying to keep our conscience safe.

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That smile

I don’t think that a smile has ever been stuck in my mind for so long, infact this is the first time i have thought about a smile.

Maybe i am overthinking but i think she told me something with that smile.she is going to leave this morning for some place far and that smile told me she was glad she was able to meet me and experience fun, laughs and joy. I mean it wasn’t just me and her our friends had fun with us but that smile knew we could have something for ourselves, between all those laughs. 

But the moment has gone by and we might never have anything for ourselves again. I am just glad that i was able to see her beauty ,hear her joy and feel her essence everyday. 
I thought i had all the riches in my life but she told me what i was missing, i was missing that smile.now I am happy to be broke in life again. 

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It’s all about the invisible spotlight hanging above all of us

We all want it to turn on ,so that we can be visible in the society , until we don’t want it to 

Then the light gets dimmer and the souls get lighter

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Death and the meaning 

Death is a part of life

Or maybe it is the end of one. 

Now,I don’t want to die early but as i come to think of it, death will always come early 

Maybe it knows the exact moment people wouldn’t want to die at or maybe it doesn’t have a clue at all. So it just barges in at anytime to make things simpler for itself.

Whatever it is, it brings sanity into the world, purpose inside it, meaning to, what would otherwise be a wasteful effort on earth and most importantly it brings love and time all the attention it needs. 

Death is not a happy event, it’s full sorrow and horror. It is not something people look for, in fact, most people run away from it. Such is death, a part of life.

Some lives, however, are not so pleasant. Life itself is sorrow and horror. Some lives are always in the dark, ravaged by all elements of life. It’s not something people want to live for. Such lives bring sanity, purpose and meaning to death. Attraction to it. Such is death, an end of life. 

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An era to remember

The last time i wrote a blog was a long time back and I believe it’s time for my comeback. 

A lot has happened in the world since then. Syrians opted to leave syria , England opted to leave Europe and Americans opted to leave their minds at home on the election day.

But that’s not all that happened, recent times also showed us hope. Take For example the fact that there are more black people nominated for the academy awards than there are black people in trump’s cabinet. That’s right, even the good news is depressing.

Enough about the west though. Coming to my country, India,  we recently demonetised our highest currency denominations. This caused more than  a 100 deaths and shook the growth of the world’s largest democracy. India was the fastest growing economy in the world and  is now set to take a fall economically in the next two economical quarters. 

Therefore economically speaking, i can calmly conclude that we are fucked. 

For What seems to be an era worth telling the posterity about, trust me, if you have survived all of this, you can easily spend the valentines alone in your warm blanket watching the champions league.  

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