She opened her eyes and saw him. The one man she had once wished to never see again and as time passed the same man had become her wish. She saw him and felt confused. She initially wanted to stay away from him as he was a hurricane to her. In between all theese thoughts the boy said ‘hi’. It was then that the girl realised, calm is not outside the hurricane it’s inside the eye of the hurricane. Without him she is lost but with him she likes being lost.

And him? 
He is the hurricane, he would destroy the world in order to keep his eye secure! 

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Yours or mine? 

you’re my fear, I don’t care

You’re my weakness, you’re something i would never share

You’re the glimpse that changed me from my toe to my head

You’re the night kiss that killed all the monsters beneath my bed

I thought you would stay

I thought we would forever be this way

the day you were gone and i was all alone

A question inside of me has grown

A question that bothers my smile and makes dull the moon’s shine

It asks me, my body, my love and my heart. It asks ‘yours or mine?’ 

am i yours or am i mine?  

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Winning or loosing?

He asked furiously ‘why is it so incomplete?!’, she couldn’t answer him, as pure as she was she just stood their with wet eyes. But as aggressive as he was he went on speaking every feeling that came to his mind. He kept screaming repeatedly ‘i hate you, you did this to me. I hate you , you did this to me. I hate you, you did this to me’ She had had enough of his blaming, she finally broke the master’s gridlock and claimed with a heavy heart ‘i did it for you goddamit!! I did it for you, i want you to reach the sky , I don’t want to be your weakness that holds you back from spreading your wings, i love you too much to see you loose because of me, i love you stupid i love you’ as she cried throughout.
Both of them experienced an emotional silence , with heavy wind blowing behind and darkness around them. The boy and the girl looked straight into each other’s eyes.She could feel his breath. 
The boy then in a low, bleak and fragile voice said ‘ (hername), what do i do with winning and loosing? When i have lost you?’ 

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The yadav’s of UP 

‘Ab aap sudhar jaaeye, bus itna hi kahunga’ (now you must mend your ways, i’ve told you as much) said the voice, purportedly of mulayam singh.

An officer in UP Released an audio tape purportedly containing mulayam singh yadav’s voice.the audio tape which was almost 2 minutes long had it’s own share of highlights much like the dialogue in which the IG ranking officer was supposedly threatned with dire consequences if he did not mend his ways and  the other being ‘don’t you remember what happened with you at jasrana dawat,i think we should do the same to you again’ .

The jasrana incident is where the officer was saved from being beaten up. The samajwadi party chief proved that he is still sharp as he did not forget the jasrana incident. 

To make matters worse for the samjwadi party the chief minister akhilesh yadav took it on himself to defend maualyam singh yadav. The young and clearly mature chief minister stated ‘when mulayam singh can scold the chief minister, there is nothing wrong in his scolding an official’ . It seems as if the chief minister believes that mulayam singh yadav is in position to scold everyone in UP because the party chief holds the position of a father even outside of the chief minister’s residence

As of now, the akhilesh yadav led government on monday have suspended the inspector genral of police,civil chief,Amitabh Thakur who loged an FIR against mulayam singh yadav.

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silent, it’s silent I can’t hear a noise, I can’t hear my surroundings , I can’t even hear the people screaming around me but i keep myself that way. I like the silence nowdays, the silence that engulfs my neck, that makes me feel suffocated, makes me feel lonely and i love it.

Sometimes i want to break out of this world and run, run to a sea shore where the sun sets and there is no weight on my shoulders. I would love to look dead in the sky and cry. Cry my heart out. 

Leave all these thoughts behind and start a new life at a new place, maybe europe. But always in silence. Silence has become my eternal love. It seems as if life would stay that way for a wile, in silence. 

While everyone persues into happiness, i persue into silence and i persue into my search. The search of one sound, one sound that defines my love for her.

Which defins my love for silence, i stay silent, i ignore all the noises and look for one soft menacing voice. Her voice. Her laughs. Her everything.. .. .. .

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i can live without her, that is obvious . I get angry, i feel like burning it all up in flames and never looking back. I wish to move forward and keep moving forward.leaving my light behind and nose diving into darkness.i would never look back once i move forward as looking back would let her see the tears in my eyes the darkness in the gloomy bright eyes and the love inside of a broken heart. It’s just emptiness that i live in, i have her and I don’t, i would love to love her but i won’t, she is like that, she is magic and above all she is pure. With all that being said i am lost.

Lost between the questions, lost between her and the other her, one that loves me unconditionally and the other that pushes me away. Who should i trust? The one that i could trust blindly or the new girl in town with a mean streak who just wants me to vanish with time? 

We had a conversation yesterday, I thought maybe I could settle the storm for once

Me being the bird flying high could see the winds were different from the very first glance

I chose to fly anyway, for i would Always be in love with the wind, for the wind is made for me by the lord above 

I did come crashing down, crashing down because of her storm and crashing down because of my love

My love for the wind never allowed me to fight the storm, 

Even on the ground with blood on my wings, the winds around made me feel warm 

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Unsecular bjp

First of all!
I support modi. He is doing great in terms of bringing industrialisation in India, the influence he has and the way he has used it to promote secularism by saying ‘anybody that incites hatered based on religion would not be tollerated’ is awesome.
Though 3-4 people of his party have made sexist and racist comments.
1)’mousque is not a religious place it can be demolished anytime,my friends from saudi have told me that’
^BJP Minister
2)’boycott all khans’ ‘putin is hindu’
^BJP Minister
3)’if sonia gandhi was a nigerian black skinned, would anybody accept her as a national politician’
^BJP Minister
The last comment actualy raised voices against BJP in nigeria too.
Their unsecular agenda goes across all ages and nations in the world.
Congratulations! Hurray!

Aren’t you as unsecular as hitler was?
How does it matter if we do pooja or we do namaz?
Religion is not a fact on which people should be judged upon,
your blood too is same as any other religion’s newborn.
You say we ought to boycot?
Boycot who? A.R. rehman,shaami,zaheer k?
Yeah! Why not?
I see you Got bored with religion,so went to colour,
That agenda wouldn’t get us industries, It would take us to the sewer.


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